This is me, whining too much

Congratulations to everyone back at Bard who graduated! I wish you all the best as you go off and start your lives as real people. I didn't think I would be this upset to be missing out on such an occasion. I really wish I was there, finishing what we all started together four years ago. I never thought about the things I would miss when I came to London, only how happy I would be to be traveling and living somewhere new. I am fantastically happy here, and the people I have met are most wonderful. Still I can't help but to be sad about what I will never get to share with you, and angry at those involved in the nonsense that led to my leaving. I am sure they have moved on with their lives, as have I, but there are consequences that only I am having to live with and now more then ever I am seeing that.